room to dance


unfinished business
August 16, 2008, 5:04 pm
Filed under: colombia, dance, language, love, medellin, music, spanish, unfinished business

In the indulgence of a fortnightly massage (life is good), my masseuse (and now dear friend) asked me for how much longer I was here. I told her: “solo cuatro semanitas“.

Semanita” is a Latin American variation of “semana“, the translation of “week”. The “ita” belittles the word, somewhat. A lady can be called “señora” (madam) or “señorita” (miss, or little miss). So what I infact told her was: “just four, little weeks”.

A month before I left my life in Chennai, India, my feet were itching. For the comforts of home, for the Christmas that would be had there, for ovens and microwaves. (Better still, Mum-cooked food.) But here, my thoughts are of a different, anxious nature.

As I type this the sky is a glorious pale blue and the clouds are big and white and fluffy. (Let’s forget the monsoon-like rain shower earlier.) I am sat in my modern flat, where I get to sleep in a giant double bed with a pink duvet cover. And yes, we even have an oven and a microwave.

A feeling of ‘unfinished business’ feels me with a dread, a hope, an overwhelming felicidad. I am strong in my language, but not quite yet done. I am yet to try every exotic fruit that fills the market I strolled past earlier. Yet to guess correctly whether the downstairs shop will once again put Air Supply’s “All Out of Love” on repeat.

Unbeknown to me, I had been making a life here. Building a home. And this home is one full of music and dance, language and love. I am not yet ready to file this away, tuck this under my pillow of yesterdays, yesteryear.

“Stay a few more months”, my masseuse advised. “Work here and perfect your language, then go get that job that’s on offer at home in January.” Not such bad advice.

The tiny detail is that “non-exchangable” word written on my airline tickets. Well, I shall use all of my philosopher training to fight with the agency until I am blue in the face.

Please, deséame suerte.